When I'm My Brother's Keeper: One Life in the Hands of Another

My oldest son is about to deploy to war. I asked him the other night if he was getting worried. He replied that all soldiers get worried. I tried to give him some encouragement, something moms always feel they need to do. I gave him some words of hope, not to be afraid, trusting that our time is in God's hands, that we live one day at a time, and do our best. Then his words struck me and I could see in his eyes the heaviness as he spoke of the lives of others that would be in his hands. That is a heavy thought.
I can still see the look in his eyes. The next time we spoke about his deployment, I wanted to give him a few more encouraging words. For one thing, how proud I am of him. He is a thoughtful young man, serious minded, honest, hard working, and cares about others. I told him that he is someone I would trust with my own life, and feel confident in his leadership.
I started to think about being responsible for someone else, even to the point of being responsible for life itself. This is a big reality for a soldier heading to war. In the professional world I think of doctors, emergency workers like firefighters and police, those who deal often with life and death situations. Then I thought we are really all in this place, and should be mindful of our reponsibility towards others. How we live could bring us face to face with life and death.
I am a parent. The moment I learned I was to become a parent, that thought and reality of bringing life into the world made me more conscious of the responsibility I had for the very life of my child. While I believed my children were in God's hands, I still felt the burden of responsibility for them. I am a steward in God's world. I am responsible for the way I treat others, as well as how I treat the world around me. Why? Because what I do impacts more than me. In a sense, I am my brother's keeper. We all are. Maybe we forget now and then. Maybe until something big confronts us, we don't think much about it. We are all to be responsible. And we need to support and encourage those who are faced with carrying larger burdens.
My son and others are going to feel what it is to hold a person's life in their hands. What happens if a life is lost? What happens when circumstances move outside of what a person can control? I pray he and those he is serving with will not face this kind of situation. I pray for the soldiers responsible for my son. I pray they will find peace and no harm will come to them. God bless and protect our soldiers. God bless America.

The Dignity of the Elderly

I am presently spending the month with my 92 year old grandmother and up until recently was the primary caregiver to my 92 year old mother in law. Up until the last couple of years ago both of these 2 matriarchs were proud to boast of their great health and the blessing of still having their minds in tact at their ages. Things change a lot for the elderly in a short time. My grandmother is still in excellent health and state of mind, although a little more frail, but this is no longer so in my mother in law's situation. Stroke has left her with dementia and the need for 24 hour care that is at a level that our family can no longer provide for her and has had to turn to a full time care provider.  This has been a difficult road. This has also been an important time of growing, learning, patience, faith and love. I've learned so much from them, and while the two are now worlds apart as far as their physical and mental capabilities, both of these amazing women have and will always have dignity that surpasses these capabilities. They deserve to be shown dignity because they live.
The saddest thing I hear from both my grandmother and my mother in law is when they say that they are living too long. Perhaps there is a loss of the pride of youth and independence when they begin to feel that it is a burden to have their children care for them. It is not easy to put aside our own independence and freedom to take care of another adult. It somehow is different than putting everything aside in caring for our children- then again is it really? To be honest, it seems natural to have a baby that needs everything from us. It's so rewarding to see a baby take steps ahead and begin to do things for himself. It's altogether different when an older person can do less and less. As caregivers we feel not a reward of seeing new milestones reached, but the desire to help them hang on to whatever is left and loss of it slipping away. They know that. They see us striving to help them. Sometimes they feel hopeless, and so do we. It's different from letting go of our older children when we find they no longer need us in the same way as when they were young. That's not hopeless, it's hopeful. We hope in the lives they will build for themselves. In the care of the elderly, we know the time draws closer that we will no longer have them. We love them so much, and watching them age feels something like a prolonged goodbye. Still, I don't want to say goodbye yet.
What can I give them and what do they give me. It starts with love. It's a feeling that maybe I can give back in part what they have given to me. I want to do anything I can for them. I want them to know I love them as unconditionally as they loved me. I am willing to sacrifice for them. That's what we do when we love. If I can say something cheerful to bring a simile to their face, and if I can communicate that their abilities or lack of abilities never take away from the love I have for them, perhaps it will bring a smile to their face, and make them feel secure and at peace. They need to feel loved and wanted just like all of us. Sometimes I need to be extra patient and more compassionate. Thank you grandma and mom, you needed to show me that. So often I have had to make that cup half full after discovering it's been half empty too long. I complain about their ailments and get selfish with my time, but what do I really have to complain about? I still like to listen to my grandma tell me about old times and watch her busy herself with her day to day activities. I try to change the mood when the grumbling attitude creeps in and we need to talk about more cheerful things. With my mother in law, I am so glad that I listened to all of those old stories she told me when she could, so now I can tell them to her and see joy in her face when she hears them again and again. Until the last breath they breathe, I hope they will feel a sense of peace that comes from being loved, and even if they don't remember me, the feeling will remain. That they will be treated with dignity, love and honor is all I can hope for them.

Men Need Good Male Friendships

My last post was a sarcastic view on wives keeping their husbands happy, but here I would like to take the opportunity to write something in favor of happy husbands. This may not be scientific fact, (perhaps someone can actually do a study about this) but I've noticed that great husbands and generally happy men have strong male friendships, particularly where their friends provide positive role models and influences.
On the other hand, I have also noticed that many wives tend to sabotage male friendships. Perhaps after a husband is at work all week, spending a Saturday with his buddies appears selfish, and the wife thinks being home and doing things is much more important, and maybe that particular Saturday it is- I'll try not to judge. I just don't think its a healthy thing to do all the time. Woman prize their girlfriends. We go the extra mile to find the time to get together for lunch, shopping, or even a long telephone conversation. We are refreshed when we spend time with our girlfriends. Does the man in your life have such a luxury in his guy friends?
Some men would not admit the need to have close friendships with other men. He thinks his family provides all he needs. The wife might think so too, that she can address all the needs of her husband. It looks like an ideal relationship, but can the wife and family be everything at all times? Here again I hope not to judge and make too big generalizations, but I have seen situations like this that can become controlling or stale.
A woman should love when her man has great guy friends. A man expends physical energy and de-stresses athletically with his friends. He should have friends with similar interests that motivate and push him. He needs friends that share values, so as he watches them in life situations they help shape ideas that he brings to his own home, providing a balance. Sometimes the way he would do something can be even better if the example of his friend models inspires a healthier perspective. Sometimes our husbands need to be the encouragement to their friends also, because friendship isn't just in needing, but also in giving. Friendship is one of the greatest expressions of love.

keeping husbands happy vs. keeping wives happy

Shopping at my local bookstore today, I came across an interesting book that I just couldn't resist: "The Proper Care and Feeding of Marriage- How to Keep Your Husband Happy and Make Love Last" by Dr. Laura Schlessinger. Years ago I used to listen to Dr. Laura's radio program while driving on my way to various kid practices, and I always enjoyed her common sense advice. This is one reason why the book appealed to me, but not the only reason. Lately, I've taken notice that there are tons of books and articles written about keeping husbands happy, not to mention how often women talk about keeping their husbands happy. I suppose this has always been the case, but lately it's been bugging me. For this reason, I've decided to explore the other side of the question of keeping husbands happy, and that is keeping wives happy.
I am not against keeping husbands happy. I'd like to think I keep my husband happy, and he keeps me happy too. I am a very traditional woman, perhaps more like a housewife of the 50's than of my own generation, but like those June Cleaver 50's housewives, even they have their principles and know the time to speak out! Enough one-sided how to please your husband books please! Are husbands that needy that wives are always having to run to the bookstore to find the latest way to please them? Are men so selfish and high maintenance that all their happiness depends upon the performance of their wife? Are women creating self-centered men by succumbing to fear that they will loose their man if they can't keep them happy? How many men are running to the bookstore looking for books called "Husbands, How to Keep your Wives Happy" or men's magazine articles entitled "Romantic Nights and Becoming the Prince Charming She Thought You Were on Your Wedding Night." How many sermons are preached on a given Sunday on the topic "Husbands Love Your Wives as Christ Loved the Church"? It's very obvious that this is a one sided issue, extremely pertinent to women, but of little significance to men.
I am anxious to start reading my new book, because I am curious to see what Dr. Laura thinks men need from their wives to be happy. I think I can guess fairly well. I wonder if she'll bring up any women's needs even though we already know what we need, but just for the sake that some women might strategically leave the book open at that spot for their man to catch a glance. I also sit here with some cynical thoughts about the whole idea of keeping each other happy, after all is love really about performance? If a husband and wife both are committed to loving the other, won't their words and actions reflect that love? Won't the need for having to be pleased be exchanged for mutual love? I address this to husbands and wives, love each other 100%, not 50/50, not based on performance, not selfishly, but with respect, mutual affection, and commitment to your spouse, with the love of God. Think of something higher and greater than giving and taking in love- giving and taking happens and is a natural part of the way we love, but if it becomes all about that, chances are someone will end up doing all the giving and the other all the taking, so reach higher than that!

Search the Scriptures - Ancient Faith Radio

Search the Scriptures - Ancient Faith Radio

The above link is from a great podcast Bible Study that I have been listening to. I am enjoying these studies so much that I wanted to share it on my blog. It's a very thorough, college level Biblical studies course taught by Dr. Jeannie Constantinou.

I Wonder What They're Doing Now- for parents when the children are gone

Next week my remaining children at home will all be away at summer camp. I will have one week of being an empty nester. Several families from my church will be experiencing the same, as we send our children off to camp together. How many times will we think over the week to come, "I wonder what the children are doing now?" Of course many parents will also find that when their children are gone, they will have lots of time to catch up on their individual needs, and maybe even enjoy having their spouse alone for the brief time, but at some point they'll ask themselves, "I wonder what they're doing now?"
My husband and I are both the type of people who enjoy spending most of our time around our children, and with two of our children grown and independent, we cherish those times when everyone is home. It is natural for us to miss them when they go away, but it is also natural to gradually let go and release them to grow up.
All parents are familiar with watching our children experience separation anxiety at those baby stages, when simply venturing into a different room, or handing our baby to another person to carry creates reluctance to terror in the child, to varying degrees depending on the child's own temperament. What we hate to admit is our own separation anxiety. How hard is it to the mother who goes out to work and entrusts a sitter or child care provider? The mother who is home full time with her child may experience it for the first time when she leaves child to go to an appointment, or in social or church settings where nursery care is becoming more and more popular, or even that first day of school. Whatever the situation is, at some point we separate from our children and experience to a degree of letting go.
Children have different needs and so do parents in how they experience being apart. My first two children were as opposite as night and day when it came to being apart from my husband and I. The oldest had an independent and fearless spirit very young, but his brother was very uncomfortable away from us. I've also seen in my friends so many varying levels and attitudes about how they respond to time away from their children. For some, it's necessity, they need to work and need to adapt to being away from a child. Others are so uncomfortable about the whole idea that their lifestyles have centered upon the time spent with their children. We all have different needs and comfort levels, but the truth is, Lord willing, every child will grow up and become his own. Every parent in turn lets go.
I have come to the point in my life where I am comfortable with the idea of what I call releasing my children. It wasn't always so, I think I may have even been on the more extreme side of not wanting to be away from my children. My reason for this change is most probably in the spiritual comfort I take as a mother who has had to completely release her child. Almost 10 years ago we had a child born with a fatal birth defect who only spent a week with us. It was life-changing. My whole understanding of children being a gift of God grew, and so did my understanding that they truly belong to Him. He entrusts me with them for a time- His time, and I in turn entrust my God with them completely.
What happens in the practical sense of being entrusted and entrusting God in the matter of how we let go of our children? It means taking seriously our jobs as parents to prepare our children and guide them into adulthood, and it also means that when we have done what we are capable of doing, ultimately we will depend on trusting God and His love for them which is greater than ours.
I am not afraid for my children when they are away from my presence. Being away allows them to practice those values which were taught at home. They will have opportunities to mature and learn to make their own decisions. They will be accountable for their actions, whether good or bad. They will tackle challenging issues as they face new ideas that may differ from the ones they learned at home. I risk a great deal as they grow up, because I know they will have different opinions and ideas from those we taught them, but at the same time so much will be even carried to the next generation. I've loved them, taught them, prayed for them, let go of them, and allow God to carry on what needs to be done. Because of this, I can ask myself the question "I wonder what they are doing now?"and ask it with peace and affection in my heart, in a healthy way without fear, but only because I'm a normal mom who will always be thinking of her children.

Creating Balance at Home- building the house that will stand!

My cousin recently asked me if I could tackle the question of balance in the home. She asked me how to teach her child gratitude and how to distinguish what she needs from what she wants. This is a loaded topic, and I am sure most parents deal with these issues at some point in the cycle of parenting. I'll discuss balance, needs vs. wants, and will give the topic of gratitude its own place in another discussion. I want to share a few ideas I have learned about creating balance, because I have found so many ways of making it something that is truly achievable. With that said, I add a disclaimer- my own efforts in keeping balance resemble the sea- constant with the tides and calm waves flowing upon the sand, then out of nowhere stormy and self-destructive, with lots of work to clean it up. Creating balance in the home is one of those things that is achievable, yet at the same time can hold such a fine line that it can seem lost as soon as it is found. It takes effort.
I have figured out myself enough to know that I am the type of person who can tolerate a high level of stress, but will internalize it to the point of burning out, therefore, my lifelong need has been in search of the balanced life. Since most of my life has been as a home maker- a balanced life is almost equivalent to a balanced home.
In our home the keys to creating balance are multi faceted. I look at order in terms of keeping the right balance of what are my family's spiritual needs, physical needs, emotional needs, educational needs, social needs, household work, and recreational needs. All are essential to a home that brings order into our lives.
Taking care of my family's spiritual needs is my first priority. This is where the foundation is laid, and all other matters rest upon this foundation. I recognize that ultimately I answer to God for the choices I make, and how I live my life is going to affect how my children will view all spiritual matters, and shape their own faith. How I view God will impact how my children view Him. If I have a live a life of faith and love for God, it is lived out before my children. It is shown in the love I have for them and others, the patience I show them and others, the grace, virtue and strength that help me to have integrity.
Not only is it important for my family to see faith alive in my life, but it is important for me to teach them about what I believe. Religious education is so important in helping a child understand about the faith that is being lived out in the home. I don't believe it is enough to leave it only to your church, or place of worship, or for that matter a religious school. It must be talked about in the home. Do your children know the reasons for the traditions you keep? Do they understand the basic doctrines of your faith? Do you come home and talk about the lessons you learned in your place of worship? Do they know how to pray? Is learning about their faith something they enjoy, or is it a chore? Do you bring joy to them when you teach them about God, or are you forcing them? Teaching them about your faith does not need to be difficult, boring, or irrelevant. Simple prayers can be taught to the youngest of toddlers, followed by stories about what you believe, and as they get older even the history and theology of your beliefs can be something they enjoy learning about, as they take a deeper interest in the things you believe. Keep it appropriate.
Physical needs are the supporting beams built upon the foundation and the caring of emotional needs shelter the home with its covering. They are not only the basic necessities like food, clothing and shelter, but touch, love and discipline. But even in the basics, it is easy in these times to get off track.
Food for instance at one time was something viewed in terms of survival, and in many places still is, but in our culture in the effort to keep up with our lifestyles, there is gluttony, pickiness, and overall bad eating habits. It is up to the parents to direct children to eat properly. I will never forget my good friend sharing how her daughter would only eat noodles. She had brought this up to her family doctor and was grateful to have been given a gentle chastisement when the doctor made the remark, "who's the parent?" I have been really fortunate to have children who are willing to eat anything on the plate in front of them and to have self control at the dinner table, but I believe it is because it was ingrained early in their lives. We taught them table manners as toddlers. My husband set the example by thanking mom for the food and reminding the children to be thankful. We also thanked God for the food. At restaurants the first thing we did was take their utensils until the meal came, so they would not have a reason to play with the silverware. If they acted out they were removed from the table and corrected. This was done outside if it was a restaurant. It doesn't take long to teach very young children manners, and is so enjoyable when you can sit down and enjoy a good meal with your whole family.
 A few words on gluttony and pickiness; remind children to have self control when serving themselves, taking only what they plan to finish. It's alright to get seconds if they can eat more. Encourage them to try different foods, to take a small bite size portions to try. I told my children that when they try something it is showing appreciation to the person who made the food. On gluttony, while I always gave my children the freedom to have seconds,  I would question them on thirds, asking are you eating more because you are still hungry or because it tastes good? This would help them to think about their choices. If we were in a buffet, I reminded them to consider how much they took because others wanted to try, so not to load up on one type of food being served. We try to eat healthy foods at home, yet when we are guests, I tell my children they can and should show gratitude for anything served to them at someone else's home, even if it is something they are not used to eating. As an Orthodox Christian, there are frequent times of fasting from meats and dairy, but if someone has gone through the trouble of preparing a non vegetarian meal, a principle I would follow is to welcome the love and generosity shown than to offend the person by placing what I eat as more important than the individual's hospitality.
Another basic need to meet is shelter. Here I feel that each family has freedom to live within their means, but when addressing the issue of creating balance, I think often having a certain kind of home and living above one's means can throw balance way off. If a husband and wife have no time for each other, or no time for their children because they are trying to keep up with the Jones, maybe it means it's time to rethink their priorities. On the other hand, if you are experiencing extreme financial hardship, it is still important to consider health and safety, and all options to choosing a place to live. For those who have abundance, count your blessings and teach your children compassion towards those with less.
What does creating balance have to do with our basic need of clothing? In our house every so often we purge. Of course children grow fast out of their clothes. Sometimes we had clothing that they would take ages to grow into. It once got to the point, where I just did not have space. In Hawaii, most homes don't have basements and attics like on the mainland that you can store everything. I'd have them look through their clothing and purge clothes that were too small, stained, torn, or that they did not like or wear. Sometimes I have given them a guideline to have a certain number of pants, tops, undergarments, etc. and we would see if there was excess, or if it was time to go shopping to replace clothing.
The emotional well being of the family is just as important as in meeting their physical needs. I think parenting classes and books are really helpful in providing insight in good parenting skills, but I have never found one class and one book as the perfect one with everything that works. Instead I glean, and try out ideas that I believe my family would respond to. I will say, however, that Gary Chapman, has a series of books on the 5 languages of love, which have helped me a lot in recognizing my spouse's and children's emotional needs. Good communication and good listening skills are always important in strong relationships. Get in tune to their needs, because they are often not the same as yours. I have some children who need lots of touch, yet some who just don't like hugs, or cuddling, but would rather do something together, or get a special gift. On the other hand, while I think of balance, I have often seen parents who are so focused in keeping their children "happy" that they create high maintenance emotionally needy children. Perhaps this parent needs some help in determining boundaries, and carrying out discipline. There are so many good books and seminars, take advantage of them, and utilize what you learn. If you can't meet the emotional needs of your family, there can be many reasons that might involve seeking professional help. Children's emotional, physical and learning disabilities, parental stress, anxiety, depression, postpartum adjustments, sickness, grieving the loss of a loved one, and many other situations that throw off your family's balance may be too much to handle alone, and often sharing with close friends, a support group of those in similar circumstances, or seeking spiritual or medical counseling can help bring the order back into your life.
Where a faith lays the foundation of the home, and the caring for the physical and emotional needs provide the structure and covering of the home, meeting the educational, social, work and recreational needs are what complete and fill the home.
Because I have home-schooled all our children, some people have thought that I am against any other kind of education. This is absolutely not true. What is true, is that I believe the education of children is the responsibility of the parent. This means that whether you choose to home school, to send your child to public or private school, you as a parent are responsible. When I homeschool my child, I am aware of my strengths and weaknesses in what I can teach well and what I can not. I am aware of the curriculum choices I make, and whether or not it is conducive to our homeschooling environment. I am aware of the way my child learns, and work to his strengths, and look for ways to help him in the weak areas. Sometimes I can do it, sometimes I need outside help. I don't think it is different for a parent whose child is in public or private school. In a healthy home, a parent should be aware of what his child is learning in school. Listen to the child, but listen to the teacher's also. Lots of responsibility is placed on teachers. I have family members and good friends who have devoted themselves to teaching other children and it is an awesome task. Some parents are a tremendous asset to the teacher. There are parents who volunteer, parents who guide their child with assignments, communicate special concerns with the teacher to strategize for success, and show gratitude to the teacher for the service he does. Some parents, on the other hand, are not supportive to the teacher, don't follow through at home with their children, make excuses for their child's poor behavior or lack of discipline. They think it is up to the teacher to raise their child as they become spectators. Please find a balanced and healthy way to be involved in your child's education. Even if you can't be directly involved in their school, you can encourage a healthy learning environment at home, providing books, limiting television and computer games, helping your child discover the world around him through the activities you choose and the people who enter your home and influence their lives.
This leads into the area of giving your child a balanced social life. People in your social circle are some of the strongest influencers, besides yourself, in your child's life. It is important for them to have positive role models. I believe strongly in helping children in their social surroundings. When they interact with their peers, be aware if they are overly aggressive, or timid or introverted. Help them be socially aware of other children. Teach them what to do if they find someone who seems "different" whether culturally, or physically. Be aware of the amount of time your child spends only with other children. While it may be fun for your child to spend all his time with other children, he could become peer dependent and not know appropriate behavior around adults or elderly people. For your child to have good social skills at various age levels, genres, or cultures, he should have a healthy balance of the time he spends with them. Include them in your adult friendships by talking to them and not sending them off to leave you and your adult friend alone. It's fine, to have time alone with your friends, but bring some balance by helping your child feel welcome with your friends, and respectful when its time to allow the adults some adult time alone. Teach them a proper respect around old people, patience in listening to their stories, or helping the elderly with a physical need. Small children could be made aware of the safety around old people, like not to run. They should be taught to sacrifice a seat when and elderly person needs to sit. These are all positive social experiences for your child, yet what about the social situations that unavoidably are difficult or negative?
We all grew up with hearing "don't talk to strangers" and "don't take drugs" and "tell me where you are going". Let's face it,  we can't trust everyone. There are cautions we need to communicate to our children. There is such a thing as a healthy fear, but without balance, there is also unhealthy fear. Most people are not out to harm our children, but they need to know that some are and what to do if they find themselves in an unexpected situation with someone who is "not nice". I think the best thing is to equip your child. If you forbid and control all freedom as they do interact socially, it will be hard for them to learn and mature on their own, to be confident in their own decisions, and possibly becoming overly fearful or rebellious. It's hard for parents to protect their child every moment, and while we want to keep them safe, we should not suffocate them. There is a risk we take in having children, but giving the healthy fear and healthy trust, we help prepare them into adulthood.
Next, I would like to share a few thoughts on household work. It's just one of those things that cant be neglected. There are two extremes when it comes to household work. There is the home where the house is god and there is all work and no play, but gee, it sure is a pretty house, and there is the house that the family dares not to invite anyone over because its just a filthy mess. What's the balance? I admire people who "love to clean" and I wish I could say "I love to clean". The truth is I love a clean house, but I could choose plenty of other things I would rather do than clean. My saving grace is that I am a good delegator, and know how to divide up chores so our entire family can share the responsibility. With small children I like that they are helping more then how good they are doing the job. Gradually they get better and gradually I expect a better job. This has sometimes come across as a double standard to my older daughters expectation of their younger sister's work looking as good as their own, but I tend to have a little more grace about it- I prefer not to squelch the work done by laying extra burdens that they might not be capable of yet. It seems when they are exasperated about work, they want to give up more easily. It's a problem with young children if you want a perfectly spotless house. Some parents would rather do the work themselves. I think it's good for the child to learn. At 7, mine were washing dishes, doing laundry, vacuuming, dusting and sweeping- not perfectly, but it was a big help. If you cant handle missed spots, etc. may I suggest what my friend told me, and that was her child's bedroom was her own. She allowed for it to not always be picked up the way she would want the rest of her house cleaned. In that special room it was her child's own space to decorate, clean or leave messy. Children can learn work responsibility in the home. Parents need only adjust to what they are willing to live with. Only, beware of the extremes.
I finally am ready to discuss recreation. Who doesn't need a recreation outlet. Having a sport, activity, a hobby, a skill or talent you wish to develop, or some kind of way to de-stress is good for us. It is good, isn't it? Of course, in balance. I know this first hand. My family loves recreation so much, we could end up letting recreation take over our lives! In fact, it almost did! My intentions were set on our many activities being good things to do. My children were involved in sports, in music lessons, in community service all the time. It came to the point that we did not have enough hours in our day for all the other essentials. I was getting burnt out! While on the one hand, I didn't want my children to have to give up any of their activities, because they were good activities, I knew we would have to give some things up. I had 5 kids to keep activated, and I was going to end up loosing sight of what we really needed. I gave my children a say in the decision, after all they were the ones doing the activity. I needed to be willing to let them keep the activity they loved the most vs. the one that I would pick for them. It turned out all good. We got the balance back, and everyone was having fun. Did you know that some kids prefer little league to boy scouts, and some would rather take piano lessons than be on the swim team? If you are burning out from your recreation, call a family meeting. Maybe letting go isn't so bad!
Well this is my little summary on creating balance. It's like building a house that will stand. I could probably write tons more on each of these topics, but for purposes of keeping it in a readable blog, I'm only summarizing. If you like anything here and want me to input more on a particular topic, just leave me a comment, and I'll do my best. Thanks for sticking with me!